Slow and steady progression will be the theme of this new year.
Slow and steady progression will be the theme of this new year.
For it truely feels new.
Maybe I am a little crazy, maybe I am a little unstable (maybe, may be an understatement) but maybe I will make it all work for me. Maybe those things are just kinks I need to work out, God knows I have many more.
Maybes mean I am unsure, and I am.
I have a hard time taking my life in slow steps, I usualy look at things all at once and then overwhelm myself...this is what will throw me into my downward spirals and it is all too easily controlled. Everything I struggle with is under MY control (either that or inward...which I deal with better then other things). I don't feel helpless this winter, I don't feel alone even though I am much more then I was last year. I still have breaks that need mending and I still have unhealed wounds. Time will pass and I will grow and each new year will bring new thoughts, new outlooks, and new experiences... I am excited and scared all at the same time. I don't admit to my future scaring me often, it isn't the fear of the unknown it's the fear of me. I need to constantly keep in mind I am in control of who I am and what I do and that is okay to stop and slow down.
Slow down and breath.
For it truely feels new.
Maybe I am a little crazy, maybe I am a little unstable (maybe, may be an understatement) but maybe I will make it all work for me. Maybe those things are just kinks I need to work out, God knows I have many more.
Maybes mean I am unsure, and I am.
I have a hard time taking my life in slow steps, I usualy look at things all at once and then overwhelm myself...this is what will throw me into my downward spirals and it is all too easily controlled. Everything I struggle with is under MY control (either that or inward...which I deal with better then other things). I don't feel helpless this winter, I don't feel alone even though I am much more then I was last year. I still have breaks that need mending and I still have unhealed wounds. Time will pass and I will grow and each new year will bring new thoughts, new outlooks, and new experiences... I am excited and scared all at the same time. I don't admit to my future scaring me often, it isn't the fear of the unknown it's the fear of me. I need to constantly keep in mind I am in control of who I am and what I do and that is okay to stop and slow down.
Slow down and breath.