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i need to stop enjoying the things that will hurt me the most.
i promised myself that i would move on and not alter my life to make up for what i lost
that didn't last very long
every glance, every meeting, every pass in the hall makes me want to run, but where?
to you or away?
i wish i could find a way to cut this out, but then i see we might be seeing each other for the next four years...
that just might kill me.
i dont know what to think right now. one little truth could change it all. i'm just too scared to find those out for fear oflosing what little i have left
i promised myself that i would move on and not alter my life to make up for what i lost
that didn't last very long
every glance, every meeting, every pass in the hall makes me want to run, but where?
to you or away?
i wish i could find a way to cut this out, but then i see we might be seeing each other for the next four years...
that just might kill me.
i dont know what to think right now. one little truth could change it all. i'm just too scared to find those out for fear oflosing what little i have left