today. not yesterday or tomorrow.
Tonight, I went to Laceys house for a going away party for her.
It was nice to get out, because I really haven't been hanging out with anyone since the girls all left.
But it was weird too.
I mean, parties at her house are always kind of weird because I never really know anyone.
Or I may be familiar with some of them, but not know them.
But I know Lacey, so I feel kind of like I follow her around a lot.
But apparently she doesn't really mind that.
I kind of got the impression that even though it was her party she felt like it wasn't really hers.
I could totally see that.
But it was cool, because we sat on her roof for a good 15 minutes at least, and she has an amazing view.
And then I sorta hung out and talked with some other people. And I don't really feel comfortable around people I don't know, so I don't really talk, but, meh. It was still good to be out and with them.
I need to be stretched from my comfort zone, and the more times I do it the less akward it will be.
Plus I am kind of getting to know some of them now, where I might recognize them the next time I see them at church or something. Hah.
That would be nice seeing as how once Lacey and Tanner leave, I won't really have any friends there anymore.
Tanner was at the party too.
I love being around him, because he just makes me happy.
It seems like Lacey might really miss me.
She gave me four hugs before I left. But then again, I suppose I could just represent a lot of things together that she could be missing. I'll miss her though. Thank goodness for myspace. I am so ready to delete it, but for the fact that I know I'll probably lose contact with a couple of people without it.
First day of class was today.
I had english. I skipped a level for that, and I can kinda tell.
I knew two girls in my class who graduated a couple of years ahead of me.
And there was one boy, and maybe 12 people total, and the teacher lectured the whole time, except the hour she gave us to read, even though she said she expected class discussion. I'm hoping next time will be different, but I don't have class again for two weeks.
In fact, since next week is labor day weekend, I'll only have one class next week at all. Wow. I totally just realized that and how completely pathetic it is. Oh well. Life goes on.
After class was weird though. I didn't really know what to do with myself. I saw a couple of people I sort of knew, but not really.
So I went to the library and hid upstairs and read until I had to work about 45 minutes later.
And that was that.
because everyone wants everyone elses everything
sometimes the more we have the less we really need
I need you I need you I need you
you're all I'm living for.
It was nice to get out, because I really haven't been hanging out with anyone since the girls all left.
But it was weird too.
I mean, parties at her house are always kind of weird because I never really know anyone.
Or I may be familiar with some of them, but not know them.
But I know Lacey, so I feel kind of like I follow her around a lot.
But apparently she doesn't really mind that.
I kind of got the impression that even though it was her party she felt like it wasn't really hers.
I could totally see that.
But it was cool, because we sat on her roof for a good 15 minutes at least, and she has an amazing view.
And then I sorta hung out and talked with some other people. And I don't really feel comfortable around people I don't know, so I don't really talk, but, meh. It was still good to be out and with them.
I need to be stretched from my comfort zone, and the more times I do it the less akward it will be.
Plus I am kind of getting to know some of them now, where I might recognize them the next time I see them at church or something. Hah.
That would be nice seeing as how once Lacey and Tanner leave, I won't really have any friends there anymore.
Tanner was at the party too.
I love being around him, because he just makes me happy.
It seems like Lacey might really miss me.
She gave me four hugs before I left. But then again, I suppose I could just represent a lot of things together that she could be missing. I'll miss her though. Thank goodness for myspace. I am so ready to delete it, but for the fact that I know I'll probably lose contact with a couple of people without it.
First day of class was today.
I had english. I skipped a level for that, and I can kinda tell.
I knew two girls in my class who graduated a couple of years ahead of me.
And there was one boy, and maybe 12 people total, and the teacher lectured the whole time, except the hour she gave us to read, even though she said she expected class discussion. I'm hoping next time will be different, but I don't have class again for two weeks.
In fact, since next week is labor day weekend, I'll only have one class next week at all. Wow. I totally just realized that and how completely pathetic it is. Oh well. Life goes on.
After class was weird though. I didn't really know what to do with myself. I saw a couple of people I sort of knew, but not really.
So I went to the library and hid upstairs and read until I had to work about 45 minutes later.
And that was that.
because everyone wants everyone elses everything
sometimes the more we have the less we really need
I need you I need you I need you
you're all I'm living for.