learning to rely on Him, and applying the lesson
So, I discovered this week what it's like to really have a heavy heart and hurt so much that you don't think the pain will ever really be cured. But then, I just took it to God, and, God, I love God. He is so good. He just worked everything out. I talked to him about it. And then I confronted the problem, and I just know it's going to be fine after this. And I'm also really excited about it - because at my church on Sunday we had a guest speaker who spoke about bitterness, which I was kind of dealing with - and, now that I'm working through it I just have this feeling that I'm finally going to be able to know what I'm supposed to do and this weekend is Youth Convention, so if anything, I will find God there.