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May 04, 2005 16:27

Well at this point, i am very very very stressed out.  Words could not describe it.  Turns out that i failed my math test, but actually i did worse than failing...i got a 41%...how is that? how could i do that bad? I dunno, but i also know that even with test corrections (which i had no idea how to correct them) its still going to be a bad grade...which is going to drop my grade to either a C+ or a C, i have no idea.

Lets see what else...oh yeah.  Ok so my parents decide to switch insurance companies, and guess what, thanks to that switch i am not paying 20 more dollars a month for insurance, add that on to like 30 dollars of gas every week and a half...im getting like financially stressed.  I dont have enough money to help pay for my mom's mothers day present, or for gas...and argh...im just going insane. Ill find a way though, there has got to be a way.  Ill see if i can work for my dad for a day or so and make about 35-40 dollars.  That would help.

Some other stuff...i guess i wish i was popular.  I know what popularity is described as and what makes you popular in our school now.  Mostly the people who are popular are the type of people that screw around for attention and make fools of themselves or are disrespectful to teachers in front of the class in order to get some laughs.  There are a few exceptions however.  I dunno i just sorta wish i was.  I guess i am that sort of silent popularity.  I mean people say hi to me every now and then, mostly everyone in our class as well as a lot of sophomores and seniors know me too.  I just i dont know...i wish i was invited to parties and all that good stuff you know? someone who people will come to for advice or just to like confide in...that would be great...but yeah i dunno.  Senior year is coming around, and if i dont establish myself...i never will get to in High School again, and when graduation rolls around, i will find out what i missed, and will regret it.

I think its time to step out of my comfort zone.

~Keith

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