Underground: Cold and Alone
I'm at my second job right now. I'm doing office work at a club that my brother manages. I'm stuck in an office underground with not much warmth, low cell reception. There are a few rats because the building is so old. I like downtown LA, but could sure use some company or a blanket right now. I'll be here all day if you happen to read this and drop by in time.
This winter has been alot more mild than last winter. Some good friends are out of town, and my funds have been very limited lately.
Christmas was nice. Our family all gathered at grandma's house. Audrey and I pab, and she was pooped from work before, so she crashed. I hung out with my little cousins. They don't respect me much, but I guess I'm in no position to demand respect, especially from children. Michaela came by. That was nice. My family gives her a hard time, but all in good humor. It was nice.
I spent the next few days with my family. I had dinner with mk's family. That was fun. Her mother bought me a nice bottle of whiskey (half of which is already gone) for Christmas. It's things like these that reaffirm that I probably found a keeper... ha ha.
Sweeny Todd was bloody. Fun. Not too great. But fun. I like throat slittings. I also like the part on Braveheart where Mel Gibson comes into that one guy's room on a horse and then maces the guys skull in. So rad. I also like the new Rambo trailer. I really want to see AVP:R. It looks so intense. There is a frikin predator/alien hybrid!!! Anybody balls enough to watch it with me!?!
didn't think so...
I haven't been liking my schedule lately. I wake up too late, then i go to bed in the afternoon till about 10, then i go out and stay out too late.
Daveo took Chris, Crystal, Wes, and I to a neat bar in Silverlake. The had PBR on tap for 2.50 a pint. I met and chatted with Spike Jonez for a bit. That was a pretty big deal. He sas Where the Wild Things Are will be out in about a year. I got that straight from the source, so shut your mouths with rumor spreading.
Chase and I tattooed each other last week. That was alot of fun. Mine is healing up nicely. Chase left for Washington, I hope he will be back soon enough so I can see his tattoo.
I hung out with Kathryn yesterday. That was really nice. She is funny. Good friends at last. It's really nice getting to catch up with her when I can.
I was going to make fudge yesterday, but I didn't want to do it alone... that would have just been depressing and fattening.
Speaking of fattening, I can't stop throwing up. I've been vomitting at least once a day this entire week. I just feel really nauseated after i eat anything decently sized. I hope this passes soon. I'm sorry I threw up on your car Dave, it was embarassing. Someone remind me to schedule a doctor's appointment. There are some things that have been ailing me, and I've been really irresponsible and just ignoring them. I confuse most symptoms with depression... so everytime i feel dizzy or queezy, I just assume that my heart is breaking.
I'm going to a rave with Crystal, probably audrey, and MK and a few of her friends for new years. I guess i'm excited. I'm pretty sure that there are going to be points in the night where I feel uncomfortable or irritated and have a few mini panic attacks. I'm not looking forward to them, but they are inevitable in these situations. I hope to have fun. I also hope that I don't burn out of fuel before then. I've been busy, and I haven't been sleeping much.
I'm hanging out with MK tomorrow morning. That should be nice.
Audrey lost her cell phone this week. It really pisses me off. I keep on wanting to call her on the way home to see if she has plans... but i just have to wait till i get home to ask... and half the time she's not even there! She's too hip, man.
I want more tattoos, black eyes, facial hair, scars, heartscars, bad memories, regrets, and fun stories. Help me out.
NEW IDEAS:
handmade teddy bears
a script about falling out of love
a script about a boy getting the sun back from a bitter bear
music video for alexipharmic (myspace.com/alexipharmic)
making more money so i can buy a nice camera to make shorts with.
seeds are planted. gotta sit on them and make them bloom.
I'm bored, feel free to call.
-jcdelbarcoii
This winter has been alot more mild than last winter. Some good friends are out of town, and my funds have been very limited lately.
Christmas was nice. Our family all gathered at grandma's house. Audrey and I pab, and she was pooped from work before, so she crashed. I hung out with my little cousins. They don't respect me much, but I guess I'm in no position to demand respect, especially from children. Michaela came by. That was nice. My family gives her a hard time, but all in good humor. It was nice.
I spent the next few days with my family. I had dinner with mk's family. That was fun. Her mother bought me a nice bottle of whiskey (half of which is already gone) for Christmas. It's things like these that reaffirm that I probably found a keeper... ha ha.
Sweeny Todd was bloody. Fun. Not too great. But fun. I like throat slittings. I also like the part on Braveheart where Mel Gibson comes into that one guy's room on a horse and then maces the guys skull in. So rad. I also like the new Rambo trailer. I really want to see AVP:R. It looks so intense. There is a frikin predator/alien hybrid!!! Anybody balls enough to watch it with me!?!
didn't think so...
I haven't been liking my schedule lately. I wake up too late, then i go to bed in the afternoon till about 10, then i go out and stay out too late.
Daveo took Chris, Crystal, Wes, and I to a neat bar in Silverlake. The had PBR on tap for 2.50 a pint. I met and chatted with Spike Jonez for a bit. That was a pretty big deal. He sas Where the Wild Things Are will be out in about a year. I got that straight from the source, so shut your mouths with rumor spreading.
Chase and I tattooed each other last week. That was alot of fun. Mine is healing up nicely. Chase left for Washington, I hope he will be back soon enough so I can see his tattoo.
I hung out with Kathryn yesterday. That was really nice. She is funny. Good friends at last. It's really nice getting to catch up with her when I can.
I was going to make fudge yesterday, but I didn't want to do it alone... that would have just been depressing and fattening.
Speaking of fattening, I can't stop throwing up. I've been vomitting at least once a day this entire week. I just feel really nauseated after i eat anything decently sized. I hope this passes soon. I'm sorry I threw up on your car Dave, it was embarassing. Someone remind me to schedule a doctor's appointment. There are some things that have been ailing me, and I've been really irresponsible and just ignoring them. I confuse most symptoms with depression... so everytime i feel dizzy or queezy, I just assume that my heart is breaking.
I'm going to a rave with Crystal, probably audrey, and MK and a few of her friends for new years. I guess i'm excited. I'm pretty sure that there are going to be points in the night where I feel uncomfortable or irritated and have a few mini panic attacks. I'm not looking forward to them, but they are inevitable in these situations. I hope to have fun. I also hope that I don't burn out of fuel before then. I've been busy, and I haven't been sleeping much.
I'm hanging out with MK tomorrow morning. That should be nice.
Audrey lost her cell phone this week. It really pisses me off. I keep on wanting to call her on the way home to see if she has plans... but i just have to wait till i get home to ask... and half the time she's not even there! She's too hip, man.
I want more tattoos, black eyes, facial hair, scars, heartscars, bad memories, regrets, and fun stories. Help me out.
NEW IDEAS:
handmade teddy bears
a script about falling out of love
a script about a boy getting the sun back from a bitter bear
music video for alexipharmic (myspace.com/alexipharmic)
making more money so i can buy a nice camera to make shorts with.
seeds are planted. gotta sit on them and make them bloom.
I'm bored, feel free to call.
-jcdelbarcoii