mission statement

[jcb]

I am not the person I know,
     or that she knows,
          or the person anybody knows

I am something different and
                                          ineffable. 
I am mutable,
like a chameleon.  
There are shades of me.

I have many colors.  
I am a riddle with no punch line.  
       The different mes
are as different as
        me being funny
                      and
               me buying marbles.

I am an odour and a
taste and a sound and
a tactile sensation.

I am organized biologically,
      psychically,
          philosophically,
                  developmentally,
                       physically.

I am wrapped in an wool blanket stuffed with pulverized newspaper. 
   I am stuffed full of shit and goo. 
      My skin is a porous membrane of epithelial cells. 
         I breathe smoke and I spit green.