mental health

[jcb]

the wind is my enemy.
he chafes me, steals my energy
whirls away my strength
swirling around my head
phantoms and inclinations
happening kids, cigarettes
drinking, dissipation of funds
i don't eat right, i have bad posture
i don't trust none of you motherfuckers
it's difficult to make words
to ar-tic-u-late
to argue.
satisfaction
mindless, feckless, fools
i'd like to shave my head
to sleep all night
to want to do my homework
what do you NEED, anyway.
i've got so many advantages
so much behind me.
it would be such a shame not to
i can't, i won't
positive self-talk
so many, many ways
for things to work out.