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So I love not having my own fuckin car.. not really. It's not my parents fault, or anyone really but my own. uh i guess! It's just not fair that when everything starts loking really far up in my family and I feel like everything is going good. BAM there goes something different on that piece o' crap! I really dont even care if I dont have a car for social things, of course anyone would like to go visit my grandma, and you cant do that without a car, but omg this summer what do I need more than anything, money and whats not going to be made if there is no way to get there... it's just so frustrating, this is the stress of my life right now. tomorrow i have no work which i guess is a good thing, and my mom and dad do, but it's just so stressful, most people have a car, and i've had a job since like 9th grade so what the hell is wrong with me.. why am i such a failure to not have a car!! tomorrow might actually be boring though, to not have anything to do... blah. maybe i'll write a letter to the might i saay bitch.. so yea, basically anyone wanna visit, be my guest..