80's music and sunshine heading my way

Apr 25, 2006 08:08

What? Summer is coming, and I am worried because I think I'm going to miss school? What is wrong with me? Jenn Carey, where have you gone? Yes. I've said it. I don't want the year to end. If there were some way for me to avoid going home altogether and stay here to study for the summer, I would. Sad? Maybe. But honest.

The only really cool thing I'm looking forward to is my Ireland trip, which, unfortunately, seems to be getting shorter and shorter these days. We're now leaving the 15th and coming back the 21st... which sort of sucks, but it'll be fun anyway. I have a list of things I want to see, and so far, Kathy only wants to hit the Waterford crystal factory to get shit for her family. lol. So it should be okay. We're doing Dublin for a night, Cork and Kerry for two (the land of my fathers. lol) and Galway Bay, then Shannon. So it should be a packed week. I can't wait, though. I have a feeling I"m not going to want to come back home from that either.

Work, GROSS. McDonalds seems to be becoming more and more imminent these days. I would really prefer a park job, or anything other than McDonald's, but in reality I will be leaning out the drive-thru window once again. Anyone with other emplyment options? Get me the hook up... PLEASE.

Oh, and I woke up at 5 o'clock this morning because I had a nightmare, and I couldn't fall back asleep at all. I was horrified. Yeah, so it's 8:15, and I'm already tired enough for a nap. Today should be wonderful. haha. Anyway, my dream: I was driving Alex and Makenzie Belanger home, and the two dogs (the puppy, tentatively named "Nipples" by good ol' Caity B). Anyway, it was pitch blac out, and all of a sudden, on this long winding road, the headlughts went out, and I couldn't see anything, so I pulled over. There was no one around, and I realized that I was completely lost all of a sudden. I had no lights, so I couldn't keep driving, and I couldn't walk because it was PITCH dark out; we're talking no stretlights, nothing. The girls were crying and I couldn't do anything but try to slowly drive, so I did, and I made it to this weird gas station (somehow) where the guys working looked really sketchy, so I pulled over there, and they pointed me in one direction, but as soon as I started going, it got pitch dark on the road again and I couldn't see. I was totally helpless, and I didn't want to call Mrs. B because it was pitch dark and I had no idea where I was, so she couldn't do anything anyway. Then I woke up.

So I know it wasn't really all that terrifying the way I wrote it, but being completely helpless and at the will of fate so to speak was a completely horrifying experience. I was so anxiety ridden when I woke up, that I couldn't go to sleep. Ugh. I hope this one doesn't repeat itself.

So, that's about all. I'm about ready to head to class with my new 80's mix in hand. Yeah, I'm living it up.

Words to live by of the day: "Whatever's whatever, man. Just do it, ya know?" -Dan Serna, my personal swammi and motivational speaker.
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