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So, school's in session, and I would be lying if I said I did not enjoy this morning's literature class more than any single solitary hour spent during my vacation. I eat that shit for breakfast, and before you ask, yes, I do eat shit for breakfast.
I guess that goes against the eloquence and sophistication Greg tells me my entries usually radiate. hahaha
So, I hate every class other than literature, and that is making for a very challenging semester. My classes, along with being completely uninteresting, require a hell of a lot more work than I've ever had to do before. I guess that's what college is, right? Still, it's really difficult to study so hard for subjects that you KNOW you'll never use in your life. I want to be an ENGLISH PROFESSOR, damnit! Why must I take environmental geology?? Which, in case you were wondering, is an entire course dedicated to rock formations. Don't believe me? Ask Angel. Fortunately we are in the same class and rotate attendance duty.
Anywho, I'm feeling like I'm in a little bit of a funk lately. I don't really know what it is. I thought it was the whole "I am not loving my classes" thing, but it didn't really subside over break. I guess everyone already knows that I didn't get the RA job, and that definitely plays a role, but it's more than that. Lately, people have been really letting me down. Yuck. People who I didn't really expect much from in the first place, but I thought they were at least good people. Sure, I'm thinking of one person in particular, but it's not just him. I'm just tired of people taking advantage of me. My summer was completely inundated with this. I hate the feeling that people are using me. I wish I could get angry and change so that I'm NOT a sucker, but it doesn't really make me mad. Just kind of tired. Ugh. Oh well. It's my fault ultimately. I'm learning anyway.
So I have a novel due in my English 203 class on Thursday. I read it a while back, but I don't remember ANYTHING from it, and since my teacher is crazy (apologies once again to Olga), I figure I should memorize it before the quiz, so I'm off to do that.
Oh and I'm going to the Ben Folds concert with JPel, which makes me VERY happy. jess is good times when we're not being contacted by aliens, driving through cemeteries unaware, and being trailed by hearses at 2 in the morning. Oh yeah. Never a dull moment with these two river rats.
I'll end this by copying an actual text message conversation I just had with Jeffrey:
Jeff: Jenn, I am in love with you.
Jenn: Are you drunk?
Jeff: Nope, just in love.
He has bewitched me body and soul. Hahaha. Ohhhh Jane. Okay, back to work. Ahh! Leave me quotes/song lyrics because I need to write a new one on my window with our WINDOW PAINTS! WooHoo!
I guess that goes against the eloquence and sophistication Greg tells me my entries usually radiate. hahaha
So, I hate every class other than literature, and that is making for a very challenging semester. My classes, along with being completely uninteresting, require a hell of a lot more work than I've ever had to do before. I guess that's what college is, right? Still, it's really difficult to study so hard for subjects that you KNOW you'll never use in your life. I want to be an ENGLISH PROFESSOR, damnit! Why must I take environmental geology?? Which, in case you were wondering, is an entire course dedicated to rock formations. Don't believe me? Ask Angel. Fortunately we are in the same class and rotate attendance duty.
Anywho, I'm feeling like I'm in a little bit of a funk lately. I don't really know what it is. I thought it was the whole "I am not loving my classes" thing, but it didn't really subside over break. I guess everyone already knows that I didn't get the RA job, and that definitely plays a role, but it's more than that. Lately, people have been really letting me down. Yuck. People who I didn't really expect much from in the first place, but I thought they were at least good people. Sure, I'm thinking of one person in particular, but it's not just him. I'm just tired of people taking advantage of me. My summer was completely inundated with this. I hate the feeling that people are using me. I wish I could get angry and change so that I'm NOT a sucker, but it doesn't really make me mad. Just kind of tired. Ugh. Oh well. It's my fault ultimately. I'm learning anyway.
So I have a novel due in my English 203 class on Thursday. I read it a while back, but I don't remember ANYTHING from it, and since my teacher is crazy (apologies once again to Olga), I figure I should memorize it before the quiz, so I'm off to do that.
Oh and I'm going to the Ben Folds concert with JPel, which makes me VERY happy. jess is good times when we're not being contacted by aliens, driving through cemeteries unaware, and being trailed by hearses at 2 in the morning. Oh yeah. Never a dull moment with these two river rats.
I'll end this by copying an actual text message conversation I just had with Jeffrey:
Jeff: Jenn, I am in love with you.
Jenn: Are you drunk?
Jeff: Nope, just in love.
He has bewitched me body and soul. Hahaha. Ohhhh Jane. Okay, back to work. Ahh! Leave me quotes/song lyrics because I need to write a new one on my window with our WINDOW PAINTS! WooHoo!