Funerals
Well I attended my Great grandms funeral today. I told myself that I would not feel that depressed about it, because I also told my self that I did not know her that well. But then when I saw all my cousins and all of the other relatives starting talking about memories of her, I began to have memories of her as well, and it was sad.
I feel ever more like a jackass because my Aunt passed away this holiday as well and her funeral is tommorow (not the most favorable reasons to miss work). But the reason i feel stupid is that again I said that I did not know her that well so I would not be that much effected, but I went to visitation tonight and discovered something horrible. I had my Aunts mixed up. Yes the correct Aunt died, but I had her confused with my other Aunt that i did not care for as much. I actually really liked this Aunt and when i peered into the casket and saw her there I was very confused and sad. I understand though that it is a natural process that has to occur, and it is really not their deaths that make me sad, but the fact that I do not even know the last time I spent quality time with the family. I am going to try to work on that.
Besides 2 funerals this week, i had a blast playing D&D this weekend. I think that it is going to be a great campaign once I have a little more time to spend on it. There are some things that have unbeknowst to my group started to set themselves in motion for a great campaing and for those of you in the group reading this, believe me when I say You have only seen the beginning of this.
Well, I should go to bed, I have to get up in the morning to go to the funeral.
I feel ever more like a jackass because my Aunt passed away this holiday as well and her funeral is tommorow (not the most favorable reasons to miss work). But the reason i feel stupid is that again I said that I did not know her that well so I would not be that much effected, but I went to visitation tonight and discovered something horrible. I had my Aunts mixed up. Yes the correct Aunt died, but I had her confused with my other Aunt that i did not care for as much. I actually really liked this Aunt and when i peered into the casket and saw her there I was very confused and sad. I understand though that it is a natural process that has to occur, and it is really not their deaths that make me sad, but the fact that I do not even know the last time I spent quality time with the family. I am going to try to work on that.
Besides 2 funerals this week, i had a blast playing D&D this weekend. I think that it is going to be a great campaign once I have a little more time to spend on it. There are some things that have unbeknowst to my group started to set themselves in motion for a great campaing and for those of you in the group reading this, believe me when I say You have only seen the beginning of this.
Well, I should go to bed, I have to get up in the morning to go to the funeral.