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Love is such a fickle thing. Your in it your out of it. You want it you don't want it. You obssess, you avoid, you crave, you love, you hate, you and I belong to it, but we also live outside of it. I don't know when it occurred but somewhere along the line I had it in my head that I wanted someone to love more intimatel and spiritually. Body, mind, and soul. I think that I have had my fill or fun in life, and yes all safe, and I just got tested recently so I know I'm STD and sickness free. I think it is time to settle down. I think we look for love when we are young because we are influenced by what we see on TV and in movie; we also do it to seem like we are grown up. I don't want just be friends rutine anymore, I don't like the I like you but, I don't think we will be good toether. I know the diference between Like, Love, and Infatuation now. It is a very thin line, and looking for the clues are the keyes. I know this might give people the wrong idea, but I really don't care anymore. I'm tired of letting everyone's needs come befor my own. It is time t be me, or die trying!!!! I am a passionate person, who has learned about what love really is though my friends and family. I am strong because life has made me this way. I am charismatic, because I do not judge I respect and now it is time to put myself out their because no one else can do it but me and me alone. I will rise up and learn to love again because my mom had that love and since she is gone now, I need to fill the void, like I have said before.