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i dont want to do jack shit but at the same time i sure fucking do want to do shit. idk i think ima go to sleep. idk what im feeling or thinking but ik that i need pot and have to wait. the ticket wont come for a month idk how mad shes going to be but i hope not that mad. i felt like ba stalker today being so close to him for so long i wish that ib was ableb to just txt him whenever i want. see him all the time. say hes my freaking bf already. ahhh i dont want to lose him.