Mar 09, 2006 12:43
big, big, big projects at work...and they're boring, so i'll spare the details. but the point is this: i should not, by any means, be posting on LJ today.
Yoga last night was awesome. I did my most amazing shoulder stand EVER, so that was exciting. I'm also realizing the amount of tension I carry in my jaw pretty much all the time. something to work on.
I'm happy but hormonal, and tossing a martini on it doesn't make it go away? surprise! oh, well. i got the giggles for a little while, anyway. even if the crash after was pretty bad.
Lots of personal stuff that I need to work on, that I keep saying I'm gonna work on and then don't. I think it's just about time to buck up and quit talking and start doing. So, I'm changing my focus a little, and I think it will be good for me. Sometimes it takes a baby-slap in the face to snap a person back into reality. It just hurts a tiny bit, but it's really good for me, and I know that. It's for my own good.
Hearing Bre talk about her three-month sabattical in Mexico makes me wanna run away for a little bit. It makes me wonder when/if I'll ever be able to do something like that. But actually, just writing that, I realize that if it's something you wanna do, you have to make it happen. Life just doesn't HAPPEN to you, silly girl.
And I am being a ridiculous, silly girl. My vacation is proving to be much needed (5 days!).