(no subject)
Today's my Friday and I'm soooooo happy!! I'm going home for a long weekend with my momma. I just hope I get out of here before the alleged snowstorm can fuck up my travel plans.
And now I might gush for just a second. For the first time in a long time, I'm feeling really quite happy. I feel like everything is...I wanna say "under control," but that would imply that I am controlling things. It all just feels effortless--like the road is just rolling out ahead of me--I don't know what's gonna happen, but I'm comfortable with that. And that's a big deal for an impatient girl like me. The past three months have been a time of enormous growth for me--ESPECIALLY the last two months. I feel like I purged a lot of the toxic people and things from my life. The funny thing is, I didn't even know that they were hurting me until I could get away and look back at it all. It makes me happy that I've grown in a direction that didn't cause me to topple and have to start over.
I'm so lucky.
Okay, I should do some work now so I can get out of here.....
And now I might gush for just a second. For the first time in a long time, I'm feeling really quite happy. I feel like everything is...I wanna say "under control," but that would imply that I am controlling things. It all just feels effortless--like the road is just rolling out ahead of me--I don't know what's gonna happen, but I'm comfortable with that. And that's a big deal for an impatient girl like me. The past three months have been a time of enormous growth for me--ESPECIALLY the last two months. I feel like I purged a lot of the toxic people and things from my life. The funny thing is, I didn't even know that they were hurting me until I could get away and look back at it all. It makes me happy that I've grown in a direction that didn't cause me to topple and have to start over.
I'm so lucky.
Okay, I should do some work now so I can get out of here.....