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i cant figure this stupid site out im tring too update but my computers gay.... but anways. i fucked up last night... i yelled at her... she dont deserve it.... shes my best friend and i love her.... i just wanna die for how i treated her.... i cried all last night over it.... i dunno i feel like ive ruined the best thing going in my life.... who knows.... i dont know she says everything is okay but i just feel like shes going too break up with me over it gahhhhh i dont know..... football game tonoight we won 42-14... i played like shit cus im sick.... todays my dads birthday but didnt get a chanfce too call him so i kinda feel bad... but i feel way worse over abbey.... i suck