Sep 26, 2006 00:05
21. In only a few days. And some people are being difficult about helping me to celebrate it. Why offer up your appartment if you're going to "screen" the invite list and only invite the people you want there? I can understand if you don't want a ton of people at your place, but when it's the who and not the how many, I get a little pissed off. Are not all my friends good people? Just because you don't like certain people, can't you put that behind you for one night for my sake, so that I can celebrate with the people who mean the most to me? I feel like running off and drinking by myself if that will mean everyone else will have a good time. That's all I want, is for everyone to get along and have a good time. I appreciate all the effort that sara is putting into this, but part of me wants to run off and drink in a completely random bar with completely random people or else go have some drinks with ministry people.
I have a busy week, so I best just forget all of this until the weekend. But I don't want it to be a big deal. Just chill. Like me. (It's times like these that I really miss some of my muskegon friends, like Kirsten, Brandi, Andre, Katie, and the whole bunch).