the jager's so sweet
i have busted my ass going through test after test, live scans, doctor appointments, reading until my brain was slush to get all of my EMT stuff together. I put my application in with Rural Metro on friday and now it is the ridiculous waiting game. I really hope I can get hired on soon.
today has stressed the shit out of me. i had to go to the dentist and i have the WORST anxiety over the dentist. i dont care about running into burning buildings but i hate the dentist. go figure huh. then on top of trying to figure out my job situation and trying to catch up in all my classes due to putting it all off because of national registry. im going insane.
ahhhh. i need a vacation.
today has stressed the shit out of me. i had to go to the dentist and i have the WORST anxiety over the dentist. i dont care about running into burning buildings but i hate the dentist. go figure huh. then on top of trying to figure out my job situation and trying to catch up in all my classes due to putting it all off because of national registry. im going insane.
ahhhh. i need a vacation.