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There's so much going on in my life that I don't even know where to begin. With possibly getting married? My issues around marriage? Snags with the initial wedding brainstorming? (It's not even at the planning stage yet.)
Or skip that entirely, and talk about writing? The fact that, because my dog business is doing so well, and because I have NO TIME, and because I'm drowning in things to do, I've stopped writing full time and started writing "as I feel like it." my word count is down to 1k-2k from 10k/week. I think it's the right thing, because something has to give and that's the only thing that can, but it also breaks my heart. As I have more time I can write more, but... Some part of me feels like a failure, even though I haven't stopped. (Also, "A Little Weird" is doing VERY well. Which reminds me: I need to get advertising out again. Something else to do.)
I've also been researching low grade, long term starvation, food, eating, body re-composition, etc. While I'm by no means overweight, I can't say I'm healthy, and I'm not happy with the way things are. Things need to change.
Okay, just finished the advertising... and if I want to get anything done today, I think I've run out of blogging time. I'm going to start trying to write something every day, even if it's just this: the things I'd like to talk about but have no time for. >.<