I have been a bitch to be around this week...
I've been overly sensitive, needy, teary...I hate it. My friends and I pick on each other...we give each other shit and normally, it's OK. Last night, I got upset when a friend made fun of my magic deck and made a total ass out of myself...over a card game. This morning, a friend made a joke about my driving and I went off on him. Tomorrow will be the first holiday without my mom. She loved Thanksgiving. She started cooking for the big day at least a week in advance. Along with all the traditional thanskgiving fare, she would make a homemade cherry pie for my brother and a chocolate pie for me. She always made sure we had our favorite foods to eat. The house would be decorated by now and the Christmas lights would be up.
I don't want to be sad and bitchy...I want to remember my mom for the wonderful woman that she was and try to make the best of the day. For her. I hope I made her proud. I hope I was the kind of daughter that she always hoped to have. We rarely ever agreed on anything but we loved each other.
So, I'm going to try my best to enjoy the day and the time that I have with my dad. He's coming up for the weekend so that will be nice. I hope everyone has a really good day, with good food, good company and lots of fun. Life goes on...we should try to enjoy every minute of it.
I don't want to be sad and bitchy...I want to remember my mom for the wonderful woman that she was and try to make the best of the day. For her. I hope I made her proud. I hope I was the kind of daughter that she always hoped to have. We rarely ever agreed on anything but we loved each other.
So, I'm going to try my best to enjoy the day and the time that I have with my dad. He's coming up for the weekend so that will be nice. I hope everyone has a really good day, with good food, good company and lots of fun. Life goes on...we should try to enjoy every minute of it.