Jun 20, 2005 12:24
It's all over, I'm not sure whether or not I should be happy. I didn't know what to do when I got out of my last exam; cry, laugh, jump for joy, or sulk. So I just sulked out of pure confusion. I mean, sure I'm happy, but holy fuck, my life as I know it is over, there is NO MORE comfort zone. None. I'm on my own now, I have to accomplish biggers things and start it all over from scratch. I have to learn how to take care of myself, and I have to live on my own in a french city that's so much bigger than Ottawa. I'm intimidated as fuck.
At least there's still Grad, and it's not all completely over-- thanks for coming with me Dave-o.
My acceptance to McGill is pending my final results, so hopefully the exams went well in the end. If I am still accepted, I move into my residence in two months and three days.
I need to find a job- does anyone have any ideas?
I'm starting up the guitar again, taking mass amounts of lessons in the summer because of my newfound free time. This is a very hard concept to readjust to, considering the fact that I have been over my head with work since September 7th, 2004. I finally get to read and write more as well; it's relieving I guess.
I want to be back at Kamp Kanawana- the summer's going to feel incomplete without it. I can't wait to go visit and see all the alumni!
Congratulations Grads 2005! As the saying goes (oooh, how I loved the pilons!): "we got'er done"
LET'S CELEBRATE!
"And reaching for the stars to hold on a little bit closer to
And they knew it was time, time to take a chance here
Time to compromise our little lives for just a little while
And they knew it was time for all the wrong reasons
As time is often on my side and I give it to you."--- sleep all day, JM