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i really want our library to be updated!! seriously we have no good books. i want to read prozac nation sooo bad and i went there and they didnt even have catcher in the rye but maybe that was taken out i have no clue but im in need of a good book i havent read one in a long while so im stuck reading shitty books from the YA section some books arent bad at all but others its like cmon you might as well put this in the childrens room. theres no thought prokvoking lines or plot or anything nothing i have read has had a lasting impression on me and thats what im looking for thats the definition of a good book. ahh since i got my prada glasses im not getting much for xmas i dont mind actually. like dont get my wrong i like getting stuff but its not really important to me at all. if i just could go somewhere with my friends id be fine. i would loveee to go on vacation with a couple of them because i know sometimes with a certain mix of people theyre just like you cant hang out with them they get annoying sometimes and it sounds bad that im saying that but like sometimes its like they completely change their personality just because of one person and it bothers me because the whole reason im their friend is because i like them for them and they shouldnt have to change for anyone. things are complicated right now cause theres like WWIII going on between two people that were going to be "friends forever" honestly i would love to keep in touch with all my friends i really do but how many are you really going to be able to do that with i know that im gonna try but i dunno about everyone else. i just cant wait to move out of NB and go to the city or someplace else im definately gonna try and go to a college at least a car ride away from the city. i love that place it can be like 4 am and their still are people just walking around and its always so alive. i love that. im definately moving there. im lucky cause my moms acutally thinking about everything in my future so i dont have to worry that much like shes gonna pay the down payment of my first apartment and then ill pay the morgage which is a pretty sweet deal. its only gonna be a studio apartment but you'd be lucky to live anywhere when its in the city i would love to one day live in a townhouse thats my one wish a townhouse or a brownstone. ahh their so pretty. hopefully that'll happen but who knows how'll end up