today was good i guess i got to get out of the house finally. i just really need time without my family right now. i saw jackass 2 with ash, pam, lisa, and keara. it was hilarous i was like laughing the whole time. for some reason ashleys been weird. like i have no clue whats going it it seems like ever since shes gotten closer to ___ shes just been ignoring me. this year isnt as fun as i thought it was going to be. myers is pissed so now we have practice at 7:30 tomorrow great.. i really hate xc right now. i have no clue why im doing it. i feel really fat right now too like i know im not but like its just one of those days where you're not feeling good at all. this made me laugh in the morning though :