soooo
so tonight i had a loooooooooooong conversation with michelle about chicago
than i had an even llllllllooooooooooooooooooooonnnnnnnnnggggggger conversation with JODY
both said - i had to do what was best and no matter what i would be ok if i followed my heart and did what was best for me......
which i still dont know what is
if jody goes without me - i will missss her sooooooo oooooo oooooo o ooo much and i will be so sad and i dunno bc she has been so amazing and really the closest person to me right now....
if i go with jody - i will miss alot of people and will wonder what I am missing her
Either way - if i hate it, I can always come back and i will be ok - and the people that are the closest to me know will still love me and i will still get to see them and i can visit...
*****SSSSSSSSIIIIIIIIIIGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHH************
than i had an even llllllllooooooooooooooooooooonnnnnnnnnggggggger conversation with JODY
both said - i had to do what was best and no matter what i would be ok if i followed my heart and did what was best for me......
which i still dont know what is
if jody goes without me - i will missss her sooooooo oooooo oooooo o ooo much and i will be so sad and i dunno bc she has been so amazing and really the closest person to me right now....
if i go with jody - i will miss alot of people and will wonder what I am missing her
Either way - if i hate it, I can always come back and i will be ok - and the people that are the closest to me know will still love me and i will still get to see them and i can visit...
*****SSSSSSSSIIIIIIIIIIGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHH************