I am learning!
I had a heart to heart today with Jody and it was one of the hardest conversations of my life. For reasons I am not allowed to discuss, i had to really own up to my life at this point and the way it has been going, honestly even I am a little scared... I so need some prayer right now because if i dont straighten up I am in for a long road ahead.
Jodys main points.... I am 18 - time to accept persoal responsibility.
My life is not going the way i should want it and only I can change it.
People's lives are impacted by me so I HAVE TO make choices that reflect that I care back....
I ALSO NEEEEED to be more appreciative of the people in my life (ie Lex and Tayo) and realize they are NOT NOT NOT my parents and i need to stop putting them through hell becasue they can kick me out and deservedly so at this point....
SO seriously i am trying to do better!
For alexa
for tayo
for jody and the kids
and even for me
Jodys main points.... I am 18 - time to accept persoal responsibility.
My life is not going the way i should want it and only I can change it.
People's lives are impacted by me so I HAVE TO make choices that reflect that I care back....
I ALSO NEEEEED to be more appreciative of the people in my life (ie Lex and Tayo) and realize they are NOT NOT NOT my parents and i need to stop putting them through hell becasue they can kick me out and deservedly so at this point....
SO seriously i am trying to do better!
For alexa
for tayo
for jody and the kids
and even for me