help me I can't read
Anger does terrible terrible things to me. I never engage in anger for long but I still feel like my body is about to go into seizure. It's a good things I trust myself and I or this would be a very different type of entry.
I am going to reconsider starting a whole other twitter account just to log the inane things I tolerate. I think if everyone realized the futility of the tasks they constantly assign me coupled with the personal tasks I wish to accomplish they might cut me some slack. You know what? I'd settle for someone who realized that when I say "I understand" I'm not just saying it and I really do completely and totally comprehend.
I despise tension. When I was designing my personality I made sure the parameter of minimal tension was a very high priority. If people would just listen to me and do what I say I wouldn't have every side of my family pissed at me (or at each other). Seriously if I give you a message then bloody convey it. Don't think you know what the message is and just ignore my request. I know what you're thinking and a) you're wrong and b) rather than explain to you the reality of the situation I simply code the message so that the receiver will understand even if you don't. If they stopped getting pissed at me and explaining things to me that I already know again and again and again and again in the same excruciatingly unnecessary detail maybe now I wouldn't be feeling my blood pulse thru my ears.
It's actually a bit scary, my body is quaking so much I can't think straight enough to read. I can't put into words how much that feeds my anger. I was really looking forward to reading tonight. There's nothing I love more than reading, and tonight that has been taken from me.
I am going to reconsider starting a whole other twitter account just to log the inane things I tolerate. I think if everyone realized the futility of the tasks they constantly assign me coupled with the personal tasks I wish to accomplish they might cut me some slack. You know what? I'd settle for someone who realized that when I say "I understand" I'm not just saying it and I really do completely and totally comprehend.
I despise tension. When I was designing my personality I made sure the parameter of minimal tension was a very high priority. If people would just listen to me and do what I say I wouldn't have every side of my family pissed at me (or at each other). Seriously if I give you a message then bloody convey it. Don't think you know what the message is and just ignore my request. I know what you're thinking and a) you're wrong and b) rather than explain to you the reality of the situation I simply code the message so that the receiver will understand even if you don't. If they stopped getting pissed at me and explaining things to me that I already know again and again and again and again in the same excruciatingly unnecessary detail maybe now I wouldn't be feeling my blood pulse thru my ears.
It's actually a bit scary, my body is quaking so much I can't think straight enough to read. I can't put into words how much that feeds my anger. I was really looking forward to reading tonight. There's nothing I love more than reading, and tonight that has been taken from me.