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everytime i think to write here i feel like i'm going to write a novel. however, it never turns out that way so lets see how it goes.
i've been under the weather lately.
today i went to the beach and ended up being the 5th wheel. i hate that. i was with katie jl coral joe and this guy chris...at first. then katie had to leave. so i was sitting on the beach by myself while joe and coral skimmed and jl and chris swam. i sat there, of course, wishing that i had tim there with me.
then i came home and took and incredibly fulfilling shower. mom came home made dinner and we sat down and watched a movie. we watched Catch and Release. i'd seen it before but didnt have anything else to do. of course its a chick flick and love story and didnt do much to improve my mood. everything seems to bring me back to the fact that tim isn't here with me.
i guess my wait will be over in 19 days but i cant help but feel extremely lonely after being alone for a little over 2 months. it feels like my better half is missing.
one thing that is helping i suppose is the release of the 7th and final harry potter book. for those of you who haven't read it or even started, i definately recommend getting your hands on a copy. it gets very interesting very quickly. that is all i'm going to say.
work is good. i enjoy it. especially the discounts! shweet. oh and i got a cell phone finally. thank god. that needed to happen.
well i suppose that is all. it wasn't exactly a novel but it was longer than i thought. tata
i've been under the weather lately.
today i went to the beach and ended up being the 5th wheel. i hate that. i was with katie jl coral joe and this guy chris...at first. then katie had to leave. so i was sitting on the beach by myself while joe and coral skimmed and jl and chris swam. i sat there, of course, wishing that i had tim there with me.
then i came home and took and incredibly fulfilling shower. mom came home made dinner and we sat down and watched a movie. we watched Catch and Release. i'd seen it before but didnt have anything else to do. of course its a chick flick and love story and didnt do much to improve my mood. everything seems to bring me back to the fact that tim isn't here with me.
i guess my wait will be over in 19 days but i cant help but feel extremely lonely after being alone for a little over 2 months. it feels like my better half is missing.
one thing that is helping i suppose is the release of the 7th and final harry potter book. for those of you who haven't read it or even started, i definately recommend getting your hands on a copy. it gets very interesting very quickly. that is all i'm going to say.
work is good. i enjoy it. especially the discounts! shweet. oh and i got a cell phone finally. thank god. that needed to happen.
well i suppose that is all. it wasn't exactly a novel but it was longer than i thought. tata