Mar 16, 2005 23:26
OMG! My life is constant nagging!!! My mother is insane! A person can only take so much! I seriously cannot handle someone constantly on my back about every detail of my life!!!!! I want to kill someone! All night she's breathing down my back about every little thing I do and then she forget to pull her car in the driveway and makes me do it at 11:00 at night. Why? Because you've been so sweet and kind to me? Because you asked so nicely? Oh no, it must be because you've been so helpful to me all week since I've been having a hard time. I am so mad right now! If it wasn't for me venting in this journal, I might be killing someone right now! I want to throw up, that's how mad I am. It's not even about the stupid car. It's a really long story and to be honest I don't want to have to think about it enough to write it down. I'm going to throw up! I hope I go deaf so I never have to hear anyone's crap for the rest of my life. I feel like just giving everone the finger and moving far far away. Away from nagging, nagging, nagging!!!! Maybe I shouldn't have kids because I don't want to be a psycho mother. And all mothers are psychos!!!! I'm seriously like shaking I'm so mad right now. I don't know if I should cry or scream or what!!! Someone shouldn't hate their life this much. It's not normal. I cannot stand my life. Everything is just crap!!!! Whatever, this isn't helping I have to go call someone and complain. Maybe that will work.