Jul 07, 2004 18:39
"Even if i wanted to, i don't think that i'd get to you. There's nothing i can say to you to make you feel alive again. So don't just say goodbye to me, just turn your back away and leave. And if you're lucky i will be your last regret, your only friend. The 2 of us we dream like 1... The 2 of us take breath like 1... I guess that this is over now, i guess it's called a fallen out. 'Cause everyday i'm learning how to make it through this life i'm in."
The last week hasn't been that bad. I was in WI from the 2nd to the 4th and it was a lot of fun. I loved being up there and being able to drive. It took my mind off of just about everything and i wish i could do that more often. I didn't see the fireworks or anything but i saw some on TV from Boston, MA that were really nice and they were right over the river. Anywho- not much has really happened lately... i talked to Amanda the other day and i realized that i really miss talking to her but hopefully we'll be able to hang out and talk more sometime soon. I'm still looking forward to watching "The Wall" with her, Ben, and Eddie sometime this summer...believe it or not i really miss Ben and Eddie too!
I've talked to Melissa a couple times in the past few days... i guess she has a new guy and she's been hanging with Michelle a lot lately- yay. Supposedly we're all three going to be working at Byron Fest now and if anyone knows how much i "love" Michelle you'd understand how disappointed i am to have an extra person. I dunno i'd kinda just rather it be me and Melissa... especially now that i have to babysit and won't have as much free time and we had a "tag along" for young at heart too when i thought it was just gonna be us. But you know how it is- the plans have been made and i'm gonna keep my mouth shut as usual.
I babysat today for Griffin. At first i was really worried because his mom told me that when his aunt watched him he cried for 2 hours straight. Well everything turned out good and i guess he likes me. He cried for about 15 mins at first and that was it. Then we watched Shrek, i changed him out of his pj's and he played outside, he splashed his hands in his kiddie pool, ran around the backyard, went back inside and played with the toys in his room, watched some more Shrek, and did that whole routine again. *yawn* Right about then when he was watching Shrek, i could tell that he was tired so i gave him his bottle of 1/2 water 1/2 apple juice and his blanket. Shannon (his momma) called about 5 mins later to check in and he was dozing off on the couch. Then i sat back down by him on the couch and he sorta fell asleep on me so i moved him to his bed. What a cutie!
We did pretty much the same thing as before when he woke up and i cooked him a hot dog for lunch. Shannon came home around 2pm and to my surprise he didn't jump up to see her. He got up after a little while and gave her a hug though and then he started running back and forth laughing and smiling. Then it was time for me to go home so Shannon put Griffin in his car seat and he started crying. Well then i got in the car and he stopped crying hehe :) So now Shannon is really happy because Griffin likes me so much and i am too and she might even take a Saturday night off sometime to have dinner with Corey (her husband)and have me babysit. And just to note- this never happened before!
Well that's about it~ today was pretty good but i'm really tired after watching Griffin for so long. Later Tators~~ <3 Bre