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All the results That I Need in My Life.
I need love.
I need understanding.
In my life there has been many people that could never seem too comprehend your personality. Now you have either become an out-cast because of their narrow minds or you have adjusted yourself to them, and never letting them see who you are deep inside. I now think that no one will ever understand me and I hate that fact. Though I am scared of what the effects might be if I would decide to let someone in so I keep a safe distance that we both curse and bless.
I need friends.
I have been very lonely in my life and people have, for one reason or another, stayed away from me. The isolation is killing me inside and all I want is to feel a connection with somebody else. I now have little self-esteem left inside and have dark thoughts about life and relationships. However I still have that crave of friends inside of me, even if I won't admit that to myself anymore. And even if I do have a friend, I still feel lonely because I have a hard time letting people in since I have been isolated so long.
I need someone loyal.
People have let me down since forever and I have always been left by myself. My life spark is now barely flickering and there is a big feeling of emptiness and hopelessness. I don't know what to do anymore in my life and everything has a sense of meaningless to it. Though I am not only sad, I also carry hate and many grudges on people. I have a hard time letting people in, but with my history I don't even desire that so much anymore.
I need guidance.
I have become very confused in my life right now and are unable to make decisions that pleases me. I may resort to drastic measures as harming myself, but the situation doesn't seem to get any better by whatever method I am using for now. There is a pain inside because of this and I feel helpless in my life, thinking I will never find my way back. But even though the path may seem dark I still try to find myself, which means my inner battle is not over.
I need security.
There has been many changes in my life and I have had to live in an unstable environment. This has lead me to be suspicious and always on guard. My mind has a hard time to unwind and this leads to me having sleeping problems, since I think too much. People are a category I don't give much trust at, and find myself to be a better secret keeper than they could ever be. Because in my changing world I have learnt that you only have yourself in all times.
So please help me
Jb
I need love.
I need understanding.
In my life there has been many people that could never seem too comprehend your personality. Now you have either become an out-cast because of their narrow minds or you have adjusted yourself to them, and never letting them see who you are deep inside. I now think that no one will ever understand me and I hate that fact. Though I am scared of what the effects might be if I would decide to let someone in so I keep a safe distance that we both curse and bless.
I need friends.
I have been very lonely in my life and people have, for one reason or another, stayed away from me. The isolation is killing me inside and all I want is to feel a connection with somebody else. I now have little self-esteem left inside and have dark thoughts about life and relationships. However I still have that crave of friends inside of me, even if I won't admit that to myself anymore. And even if I do have a friend, I still feel lonely because I have a hard time letting people in since I have been isolated so long.
I need someone loyal.
People have let me down since forever and I have always been left by myself. My life spark is now barely flickering and there is a big feeling of emptiness and hopelessness. I don't know what to do anymore in my life and everything has a sense of meaningless to it. Though I am not only sad, I also carry hate and many grudges on people. I have a hard time letting people in, but with my history I don't even desire that so much anymore.
I need guidance.
I have become very confused in my life right now and are unable to make decisions that pleases me. I may resort to drastic measures as harming myself, but the situation doesn't seem to get any better by whatever method I am using for now. There is a pain inside because of this and I feel helpless in my life, thinking I will never find my way back. But even though the path may seem dark I still try to find myself, which means my inner battle is not over.
I need security.
There has been many changes in my life and I have had to live in an unstable environment. This has lead me to be suspicious and always on guard. My mind has a hard time to unwind and this leads to me having sleeping problems, since I think too much. People are a category I don't give much trust at, and find myself to be a better secret keeper than they could ever be. Because in my changing world I have learnt that you only have yourself in all times.
So please help me
Jb