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[jb1000]

so this is gonna be awesome. i finally will have a job at this place in billerica. i can't wait! lol i need money. and this job will be my savior. more like, God gave it to me right at the right time, on purpose.

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[sheleby23]

too much shit has happened. i miss talkin to u, could use a few good friends right. what wouldnt i beleive??? i feel bad for hanging up on u, but i didnt think u wouldnt call back at some point. i actually dont live there anymore.

[sheleby23]

when that happened, i got rid of your number. i was sick of all that was happening... i basically just realized that i wasn't as big a part of your life as i thought. i really want to be yours. but that's up to you.

but even if you just want to be friends, that's a good thing. i'm there for you if you need it

[sheleby23]

u were a big part of my life, i guess i was just too stubborn. i dont want to hurt u , but i am seeing someone, which was hard for me to even start. but if anything right now with all thats happened, i really dont have any friends i can trust anymore. would be nice to have atleast that again.

[sheleby23]

so you're too stubborn to be with me, but you can be with someone else. i'm not trying to pick a fight, but how do i know i can trust you after all this? i've been trying so hard with you on and off... i've even helped with adam. but how can i trust you now

[sheleby23]

i meant too stubborn to call u back. I never said u had to trust me, i wasnt even exspecting u to message back in the first place to be honest. I just started seeing someone,before him i refused to see anyone for a long time. had too much on my plate, still kinda do, but if i never take a risk, ill never have a life.
I dunno what u want from me, im not asking for instant bonding, just kinda missed talkin to u and was hoping to be friends again, but if u dont want to, i'll understand.