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Well, let me see. Time to update. Sorry I don't do it more often. I had a difficult week with campers this week...I suppose every week has a different challenge. This time though I pulled some tendons and ligaments in my shoulder during a camper restraint. I was being attacked by a pretty strong male camper and wasn't near anyone else so I did what I had to do. Anyway, I didn't really feel any pain until the next night when playing a game of ball in the gym and I hit the ball funny. My shoulder feels like it is getting better already though. The doc says I should be careful with it cuz I am not out of the woods yet...meaning that if it gets hurt again, it could result in rotator cuff surgery. I didn't hurt it that bad though, I'm sure.
I went for a hike looking for antler sheds with Chris today. It was like 3 and a half hours and it was awesome. It is so beautiful out here. We got separated for like an hour and a half of the time, but found each other again and hiked up this steep hill with no trails and found an old orchard. It was gorgeous. Then we jumped a barbed wire fence back onto camp property and literally had to hold on to trees and such to keep from sliding down the steep grade to the river. I fell twice and he almost fell once. No injuries...just scratches. We made it down to the river and walked along it and found this HUGE bee hive. It was empty, and I thought it would be a cool addition to the nature center, so we finished our hike and got the truck and a saw and went to get it. It was a lot of fun. We did all that hiking and falling and nearly losing each other, and still found not a single antler shed. LOL. It was still great though.
But my mood changed quickly and weirdly tonight. I came upstairs, turned on some music and laid on my bed and this feeling of lonliness swept over me. At least I think it was lonliness. Then I was feeling like, "I'm 25 yrs old now, and still have no one to be in love with." I don't even know why I began feeling like that, and I just teared up. I know that I need patience, and I am praying for patience. I just am tired of feeling a certain way about someone and never having the feelings returned. Or never knowing if they feel similarly, cuz I always wait to see if they approach me about it and they never do. I have a feeling that it is getting to be closer to that time of month, because I have been really emotional the past week.
Anyway, I wanted to update. I love you all, I hope all is well, and I miss you like whoa!!
Peace, love, and happiness!
I went for a hike looking for antler sheds with Chris today. It was like 3 and a half hours and it was awesome. It is so beautiful out here. We got separated for like an hour and a half of the time, but found each other again and hiked up this steep hill with no trails and found an old orchard. It was gorgeous. Then we jumped a barbed wire fence back onto camp property and literally had to hold on to trees and such to keep from sliding down the steep grade to the river. I fell twice and he almost fell once. No injuries...just scratches. We made it down to the river and walked along it and found this HUGE bee hive. It was empty, and I thought it would be a cool addition to the nature center, so we finished our hike and got the truck and a saw and went to get it. It was a lot of fun. We did all that hiking and falling and nearly losing each other, and still found not a single antler shed. LOL. It was still great though.
But my mood changed quickly and weirdly tonight. I came upstairs, turned on some music and laid on my bed and this feeling of lonliness swept over me. At least I think it was lonliness. Then I was feeling like, "I'm 25 yrs old now, and still have no one to be in love with." I don't even know why I began feeling like that, and I just teared up. I know that I need patience, and I am praying for patience. I just am tired of feeling a certain way about someone and never having the feelings returned. Or never knowing if they feel similarly, cuz I always wait to see if they approach me about it and they never do. I have a feeling that it is getting to be closer to that time of month, because I have been really emotional the past week.
Anyway, I wanted to update. I love you all, I hope all is well, and I miss you like whoa!!
Peace, love, and happiness!