2009
So im already tired of bullshit people have come up wtih already this year. im tired of fakeness. i dont like dealing with change, most everyone knows that. and i especially dont like things being blown out of proportion. i can easily ignore that though. i hate stupid drama and i find ways to deal with it so whatever. and it all sums up to that im sick of over dramatic stuff. and yes i realize im being a bit over dramatic but this is sort of my breaking point. whatever i feel like it'll pass... maybe. Probably the only people i can stand right now is my indian group here (ha i actually have one) and my best friends from home. and a few of my besties here of course :)
so my mom wants me to "talk" to my grandmother's cousin's grandson. yes take a second to understand that. he is cute yes ill give him that but HES MY COUSIN like 4th cousin or something. also im only 19, its to early to think of any of this. the fact that shes pushing this on me already scares me lol. marriage? i dont have time to think about that right now. im too worried about my classes in college right now. which i really like this year btw. Not having class Monday, Wednesday, Friday is really nice lol. but the bad thing is that i kind of have more time to slack.
also i really miss dancing. A LOT. i never knew i would miss 4 hours of practice lol. too bad my teacher had to move away... like my stupid favorite tennis coaches. whateverrrrr.
so my mom wants me to "talk" to my grandmother's cousin's grandson. yes take a second to understand that. he is cute yes ill give him that but HES MY COUSIN like 4th cousin or something. also im only 19, its to early to think of any of this. the fact that shes pushing this on me already scares me lol. marriage? i dont have time to think about that right now. im too worried about my classes in college right now. which i really like this year btw. Not having class Monday, Wednesday, Friday is really nice lol. but the bad thing is that i kind of have more time to slack.
also i really miss dancing. A LOT. i never knew i would miss 4 hours of practice lol. too bad my teacher had to move away... like my stupid favorite tennis coaches. whateverrrrr.