Oct 19, 2013 22:52
That was an echo, btw.
I guess I can post anything on here because livejournal was soooo ten years ago. My Friends' page has zero recent entries. I can't even figure out how to go back and find newer older ones. The internet shows us the past. What I was thinking, feeling, what my personality was like, how I felt inside vs how I portrayed myself. What my friends were doing, what was important to them...Some of their entries with my name in them that I read tens of times and a jumble of words actually changed my life. Teenage years and lost loves. Naivety. SO much of that. I miss all this. There used to be a closeness between us. Everyone's journal I read was an actual real-life friend of mine. I saw you all on a daily basis. I loved you. These entries forged and broke and molded our relationships. We talked on the phone and showed up unannounced, we had our meet-up spots. We used usernames instead of our real names. We knew everyone's phone number, and AIM screen names. I am nostalgic.