:(
I WANTED TO GO TO SCHOOL TODAY! PLEASE BELIEVE ME WHEN I SAY I WANTED TO!
I couldn't though... I tried to study for both tests, I tried and I tried and I got a migrane and I took a nap for an hour to make it go away and I started studying again until 8:30 and I was only halfway done studying for my HUGE french test I hadn't even started my history homework, OR studying for science and my migrane was coming back. I couldn't even see straight cos the headache was so bad and I couldn't read the notes I was taking anymore.
My parents told me to go to bed and that I could make up the tests and that I had to go to the docter bc
A. I get migranes
B. I need a re-fill on my inhaler so I can start running again
C. I need allgery medication
I wish I was in school right now instead of about to be going to the docters :(
I feel so shitty.... like, can I not handle stress at all? Its like my body shuts down every time I'm overwhelmed. That is not good. That sucks. You should see me around finals time... I don't sleep for like a week. Anyone who knows me knows I don't handle stress well.... not at all. I have no fucking clue how I get good grades when I clearly have trouble cooping. I should not be in honors classes and yet I take 3 honors classes every year (save 9nth grade when I was a slacker and only took 1).
Despite the fact that my body literally cannot handle stress, I have narrowed my college choices down to two places.
A. Boston University (Boston Mass)
B. Fordham University (New York City, Manhattan)
I need to be in a city. Exeter is suffocating. I can't wait til college, even though I'm gonna be going crazy w/ the school work, I think I'll handle everything better when I get some meds for the headaches and when I actaully enjoy the classes I'm taking and have the freedom of being in a city.
HOW EFFING COOL IS COLLEGE GONNA BE?
and I'm gonna keep in touch w/ all of you. I need to go get dressed. Docters appointment in 20 mins.
OASIS: GO LET IT OUT
"Paint no illusion, try to click with whatcha got
Taste every potion cos if yer like yerself a lot
Go let it out, go let it in, go let it out
Life is precocious in a most perculiar way
Sister psychosis don't got a lot to say
She go let it out, she go let it in, she go let it out
She go let it out, she go let it in, she go let it out
Is it any wonder why Princes & Kings
Are clowns that caper in their sawdust rings?
And ordinary people that are like you and me
We're the keepers of their destiny
I'M GONNA LIVE IN THE CITY, GOING DRIVING OUT OF TOWN
And your comin' with me the right time is always now
To go let it out, and go let it in, and go let it out
To go let it out, to go let it in,and go let it out
Is it any wonder why Princes and Kings
Are clowns that caper in their sawdust rings?
Cos ordinary people that are like you and me
We're the builders of their destiny
We're the builders of their destiny
We're the builders of their destiny
We're the builders of their destiny
So go let it out - go let it in
Go let it out - don't let it in
Go let it out - go let it in
Go let it out - don't let it in - don't let it in -don't let it in"
<3
Jazzy
PS: I am sorry, to Ker, Bri, and Aly bc I honestly wanted to be in drama today.
I couldn't though... I tried to study for both tests, I tried and I tried and I got a migrane and I took a nap for an hour to make it go away and I started studying again until 8:30 and I was only halfway done studying for my HUGE french test I hadn't even started my history homework, OR studying for science and my migrane was coming back. I couldn't even see straight cos the headache was so bad and I couldn't read the notes I was taking anymore.
My parents told me to go to bed and that I could make up the tests and that I had to go to the docter bc
A. I get migranes
B. I need a re-fill on my inhaler so I can start running again
C. I need allgery medication
I wish I was in school right now instead of about to be going to the docters :(
I feel so shitty.... like, can I not handle stress at all? Its like my body shuts down every time I'm overwhelmed. That is not good. That sucks. You should see me around finals time... I don't sleep for like a week. Anyone who knows me knows I don't handle stress well.... not at all. I have no fucking clue how I get good grades when I clearly have trouble cooping. I should not be in honors classes and yet I take 3 honors classes every year (save 9nth grade when I was a slacker and only took 1).
Despite the fact that my body literally cannot handle stress, I have narrowed my college choices down to two places.
A. Boston University (Boston Mass)
B. Fordham University (New York City, Manhattan)
I need to be in a city. Exeter is suffocating. I can't wait til college, even though I'm gonna be going crazy w/ the school work, I think I'll handle everything better when I get some meds for the headaches and when I actaully enjoy the classes I'm taking and have the freedom of being in a city.
HOW EFFING COOL IS COLLEGE GONNA BE?
and I'm gonna keep in touch w/ all of you. I need to go get dressed. Docters appointment in 20 mins.
OASIS: GO LET IT OUT
"Paint no illusion, try to click with whatcha got
Taste every potion cos if yer like yerself a lot
Go let it out, go let it in, go let it out
Life is precocious in a most perculiar way
Sister psychosis don't got a lot to say
She go let it out, she go let it in, she go let it out
She go let it out, she go let it in, she go let it out
Is it any wonder why Princes & Kings
Are clowns that caper in their sawdust rings?
And ordinary people that are like you and me
We're the keepers of their destiny
I'M GONNA LIVE IN THE CITY, GOING DRIVING OUT OF TOWN
And your comin' with me the right time is always now
To go let it out, and go let it in, and go let it out
To go let it out, to go let it in,and go let it out
Is it any wonder why Princes and Kings
Are clowns that caper in their sawdust rings?
Cos ordinary people that are like you and me
We're the builders of their destiny
We're the builders of their destiny
We're the builders of their destiny
We're the builders of their destiny
So go let it out - go let it in
Go let it out - don't let it in
Go let it out - go let it in
Go let it out - don't let it in - don't let it in -don't let it in"
<3
Jazzy
PS: I am sorry, to Ker, Bri, and Aly bc I honestly wanted to be in drama today.