My dreams are more vivid than life.

[jazzydramaqueen]

I dont want to change your mind,
i dont want to think about your mind
they say love is blind,
I dont think your blind.

Now lets toast the sad cold fact
our love's never coming back
and we'll race to the bottom of a glass
so narrow your eyes.
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I wish i could believe a word of anything.
I'm getting better, if by better you mean resigned.
im no good at mantaining composure.
Its almost like my emotions are an open book
but the twist is the book is written in a made-up langauge.
I want to understand why things happen like this.
and i dont. and anyone who could tell me anything
has even less of an idea than i.
Is real life this cryptic?

next time i'll be so much more careful.
hm, next time?