Finally getting some help...
So I sucked up my pride and asked someone for help that I would never thought I would ask.
He's a multi-millionaire now and we have a very complicated and emotional history. There are emotions that were never fully understood. Love hate jealousy adoration anger. What is 2,000 dollars to him, when it means the world of difference to me? I did some math and for 6 months time, the time it will take for me to get my nursing license, I need 2,000 dollars to survive.
$540 on meds
$300 on doctor's appointments
$175 to fix my car
$500 for food ($20 a week)
$500 for gas ($20 a week)
So approximately $2,000. I fully intend to pay him back once I graduate and am working. I will have no problem making money and holding a job then.
Just with the way my health is now and the hours I'm in school (32 hours a week), I can't hold a job on top of it.
I take wellbutrin, celexa, topamax, motilium, prevacid, xanax, tramadol, and relpax. My doctor is also having me take B complex and Vitamin D because my blood levels are low when I do not take them. When I'm not on these medications, I can't function. If I can't function, I can't finish nursing school. Right now, I am the ONLY 'B' student in my class. There are no 'A' students. I have the HIGHEST grade in my class. I am the ONLY one who has maintained a B average through all 3 terms. I have the HIGHEST GPA in my class. Even with all the issues. If I could not worry for 6 months about food, gas, my car, my meds, and my doctor's appointments, all of a sudden...it's like half of my anxiety would diminish. Randy might actually save me.
He's a multi-millionaire now and we have a very complicated and emotional history. There are emotions that were never fully understood. Love hate jealousy adoration anger. What is 2,000 dollars to him, when it means the world of difference to me? I did some math and for 6 months time, the time it will take for me to get my nursing license, I need 2,000 dollars to survive.
$540 on meds
$300 on doctor's appointments
$175 to fix my car
$500 for food ($20 a week)
$500 for gas ($20 a week)
So approximately $2,000. I fully intend to pay him back once I graduate and am working. I will have no problem making money and holding a job then.
Just with the way my health is now and the hours I'm in school (32 hours a week), I can't hold a job on top of it.
I take wellbutrin, celexa, topamax, motilium, prevacid, xanax, tramadol, and relpax. My doctor is also having me take B complex and Vitamin D because my blood levels are low when I do not take them. When I'm not on these medications, I can't function. If I can't function, I can't finish nursing school. Right now, I am the ONLY 'B' student in my class. There are no 'A' students. I have the HIGHEST grade in my class. I am the ONLY one who has maintained a B average through all 3 terms. I have the HIGHEST GPA in my class. Even with all the issues. If I could not worry for 6 months about food, gas, my car, my meds, and my doctor's appointments, all of a sudden...it's like half of my anxiety would diminish. Randy might actually save me.