sorry its been awhile
Hey sorry its been awhile since I've posted... Alots gone on.. Umm schools over!! YAYY! And I'm an eighth grader now! :-) Plus this summer me and Danielle are hanging out none stop! Hell yea Danielle Michelle and Jasmine Elaine all the way!;-)
I'm in a really blah kinda mood right now though... I havent had a very good day.. My moms getting drunk right now(like normal) and she has been pissy all day! And my sister and I were cleaning the house and she kept on nagging us about shit that we didnt do yet and she was just getting anoying! Dont get me wrong I love her even though she is IN THE DAMN WRONG RIGHT NOW and told some freaking guy one of our family things that I DONT WANT THAT FUCKING GUY TO KNOW ABOUT cause its about me my mom and my sister. And its none of his damn buisness and she is fuckin drunk all the time lately and it just hurts to see her like that.
I hate it when she drinks .. She brags about herself and then brags about me and my sister. Then she goes on and has this fucking FAKE ASS attitude thats totally not who shse is cause once you get to know her you'll like her for who she is not her FAKE ASS attitude that she plays out. And she'll talk to anyone who will listen, even scum bags who are dumasses. And then she goes into her "advice" or "words of wisdom" that she totally makes up. Its just so old and anoying. Then she'll go into this totally FAKE voice or way she speaks.. Like she'll try to act new york .. But she is soooo southern!
She says its self medicating for her to drink but I just think she is an acoholic. I know she has alot of stress but to solve it with a depressant.. It just doesnt make any sense at all to me. When she is sober though she can be the world but when she drinks it hurts so bad that sometimes I dont even want her.. Well its not that, its that I dont want to have to deal with her bull shit that she puts me through.
Ahh I dont know what to think right now I'm just so mad and frustrated all at once.. I really shouldnt be telling everyone my personal problems so I'm gonna leave it at that..
I might post later . I'm out till next time-Jasmine-