May 02, 2004 20:28
Theres so much going on .. Ahhhh I dont even know what to say!
Ok Me n Kellie just got in this big ol fight cause she is gay ! I love her yes but she doesnt see that she can have more than one best friend! I think she is gay for thinking that! GRRRR I swear though all she ever thinks about is Danielle it gets me pissed and not only me ALOT of people!
I mean I love kellie like a best friend and it suck ass that she only cares about danielle... I m not jealous or anything I am just really mad at her cause I thought we were closer than that...... I guess not HUH KELLIE! Its so stupid EVERYONE knows you can have more than one best friend!
I have alot of Bff's! Me n Kellie have had so much trouble this year with our friendship! I dont even know if it's worth it anymore to apologize to her... I do care about her but she doesnt care about me so why should I even bother? Tell me one reason why!
I've also been really sad lately like depressed sad.. It's scaring me! And I do cry all the time now.... mostly cause of my mom... She makes me so sad somtimes I just feel like disappearing forever... She says I have an attitude with her! And yea I do but mostly its her freaking fault! Yea I know she is stressed but thats no right to fuckin yell at me for no damn reason.... And ALWAYS take my sisters side.. Like she is an angel or somthing! In my moms eyes my sister can do NO wrong!
And my sister doesnt help either.... Like yesturday she wanted to borrow clothes and of coarse I let her! Becasue I can never say no to her... But It's not like a big thing to get mad about but I do for some reason, she NEVER EVER lets me borrow anything and EVERYTIME she needs anything I'll jump and do whatever she needs... And like if we fight she'll go and cry to my mom if I hit her! HOW GAY IS THAT and then I'll get grounded.
I mean we are sisters we fight ... Nothing wrong about that.. It's normal. But my mom gets sooo pissed at us if we do! She'll be like when ever she is complaining about WHATEVER she can "You girls get me SOOO stressed out when ya'll fight! " Hello we are in our teens.. we share a bath room and have two TOTALLY different personalities! OF COARSE WE ARE GONNA FIGHT!!
Its like damn woman you should know that!
Well the Kellie thing is still bothering me ... I want her to apologize ... But of coarse I am probably goin to! GOD I HATE ALWAYS GIVING IN FIRST! But I'll try not to this time cause I'm VERY upset! Should I when she was the one who was all " bla bla bla danielle's my ONLY best friend" "bla bla bla NO YOU CANT HAVE MORE THAN ONE BEST FRIEND!" Well thats what I got out of it!
LMOA I have a cow rap and here it is!
(chorus)
cow cow cow cow cow cow cow
cow cow cow cow cow cow cow
i was walking down the street one day
and i said hey
you cow come here
dont run away just like those deers
or ill have to talk about yo mama
you big fat cow lookin lama
yo yo yo arent you listenin to me
come over here cause i have to pee
on you
you big ol moo moo
ya im disrespectin
you better watch out while im checkin
yo undies
ya i sad yo undies
the ones with the big mark
bigger than noah's ark
you need to wash them cause thats disgusting
why dont you walk over to the washing machine
and get them clean
if ya know what i mean
what i said
(chorus)
cow cow cow cow cow cow cow
cow cow cow cow cow cow cow
ok now
that i got yo attention
you need to sit up and listen
to me
cant you see
im rap'n these cow rhymes night and day
but dont think this is a front
cause im being blunt
i hate yo cows
everyone knows
guess what yo cows suck and they blows
their big papa
now you need to stopa
this hat'n
with me
cause cant you see
im a lova not a fighta
beelee dat
ugly lookin rat
is biting my leg
you hurr
everythings becomin a blurr
because the blood is rushing our of my body
but dont wurry
im still a hottie
(chorus)
cow cow cow cow cow cow cow
cow cow cow cow cow cow cow
now that my cow rhymes comin to an end
dont wurry it wont begin
again
like the song that never ends
cuz we aint like that
we be cool
aint neva playin the fool
unless im in a play
but hey
what can i say
dont hate the playa hate the game
thats my new modo
and let me tell you
you'll neva win this game playa
cause guess what i just scored the GAME BREAKA!!!!
hahaha I made it up earlier today! hehehe it is the bomb! Every bad thing that happened today is worth hearing my cow rap! lol
I'm gonna go for now I might post later .. Dunno..
JASMINE ELAINE !!!