damn..
damn.. its been a min since i came to you with my trials..
I guess my writing technique fell through..
but now i suppose im back to needing you.
I feel as though some days are better than others
I found out.. that a body I seen layin on the street..
was a friend i knew in highschool.
How messed up is that??
How messed up is it.. when your work situation aint stable?
and how on a daily i struggle..
to juss maintain..
maintain a level head...
I got shyt thrown at me from every direction and i just need to
SCREAAAAMMMMMMMMMMMMM
but instead i keep it in...
and let it build.. and then i just dont know what to do with all of it.
I try to be rash about all things..
understanding..
loyal..
and trustworthy
BUT DAMNIT sometimes i juss wana do what people do to me!!
This piece right here wouldnt make much sense to just any one
but hell its for me.
Its a messed up situation when ya momz is dead
and all i need is a lil advice from time to time..
I kinda refuse ro run to anyone..
for what?
Its just a hopeless point to it all.
My work situation is fuked up
im soo tired of workin 10 hour days
and sleeping 5 hour nights.
Im tired of 4 hour trips to miami
to work another 6 hour day
with 3 hour nights.
its ENDLESS.
Im tired of the daily trials
im tired of the daily.
shyt
i need sumthin new.. i need to get away
I need to get away from YOU.
you being life... i need to juss go
go.. i wana get away from it all, and have a good damn time!
I wana be able to go one day
and not worry
bout what folk say
and judge me in wayz
that is so damn predictable.
I wana be able to go one day
and not have one ACHE
and be able to juss be happy..
SOme days i am happy.. but i feel imcomplete.
I feel at a loss
At my happiest moments i feel the lowest
cuz i long for a mother i can run and tell it to
tell her hey ma.. can u believe this!!
hmm..
my rambles end now..
I guess my writing technique fell through..
but now i suppose im back to needing you.
I feel as though some days are better than others
I found out.. that a body I seen layin on the street..
was a friend i knew in highschool.
How messed up is that??
How messed up is it.. when your work situation aint stable?
and how on a daily i struggle..
to juss maintain..
maintain a level head...
I got shyt thrown at me from every direction and i just need to
SCREAAAAMMMMMMMMMMMMM
but instead i keep it in...
and let it build.. and then i just dont know what to do with all of it.
I try to be rash about all things..
understanding..
loyal..
and trustworthy
BUT DAMNIT sometimes i juss wana do what people do to me!!
This piece right here wouldnt make much sense to just any one
but hell its for me.
Its a messed up situation when ya momz is dead
and all i need is a lil advice from time to time..
I kinda refuse ro run to anyone..
for what?
Its just a hopeless point to it all.
My work situation is fuked up
im soo tired of workin 10 hour days
and sleeping 5 hour nights.
Im tired of 4 hour trips to miami
to work another 6 hour day
with 3 hour nights.
its ENDLESS.
Im tired of the daily trials
im tired of the daily.
shyt
i need sumthin new.. i need to get away
I need to get away from YOU.
you being life... i need to juss go
go.. i wana get away from it all, and have a good damn time!
I wana be able to go one day
and not worry
bout what folk say
and judge me in wayz
that is so damn predictable.
I wana be able to go one day
and not have one ACHE
and be able to juss be happy..
SOme days i am happy.. but i feel imcomplete.
I feel at a loss
At my happiest moments i feel the lowest
cuz i long for a mother i can run and tell it to
tell her hey ma.. can u believe this!!
hmm..
my rambles end now..