change.... sh*t .... i guess change is good for any of us..
for all of you that don't know i got a job! :-) its at Centerfield's in Raynham and you're welcome to visit me when I actually know what I'm doing :-D ok good. that's not really why i felt like updating but i figured i'd put it out there because the job just kinda came outta nowhere. anyways this summer has already been a lil crazy for me. you know i was thinkin about how quickly things change in my life. it goes from one thing to another so quickly! i cant decide whether or not it's a bad thing. i mean i kno change can be good but at the rate i've been goin i just feel like instead it's hard for me to hold on. does that make any sense? probably not. there was always a saying i liked that was like... some think it's holding on that makes you strong but sometimes it's letting go. that is soooooooo true. the problem with me tho is when do you cross the line? this probably doesnt make sense to anyone but for some reason it crossed my mind in the past few days. things go on and when i look back at it i'm like why? why did that happen and why did i say that? of course... i dont regret anyhing i've done thus far. i'm havin a lot of fun but i guess a part of me is afraid that i will never really know what i want.