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i'm so heartbroken. i haven't stopped crying since thursday. and it's not like boo hoo crying, it's like i'm a complete mess crying. i miss my baby so much i could never imagine losing a human child. like all someone has to do is mention a cat and i start going. or i'll just think about something cute he used to do. or how he's no longer my cat and he's probably wondering where i am. or he's dead by now. and i'll never know. and i keep thinking about how he looked at me when i "said goodbye." what the fuck this is so horrible he was my best friend. i know it sounds stupid but it's true. maybe i'm overreacting. (overreacting was when i put your CONVERTIBLE into a WOODCHIPPER)