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today i spent a lot of time in b&n in blue back square and bought lots of self help books. i read this one that taught me how to start stopping being a doormat. so i finally treated taylor the way i've always wanted to and she said she hates me. so i guess she hates me. she also said that i'm just jealous of her having a boyfriend so i guess that's it too. she also said that she's a great friend to me and that i've done nothing for her. who knows, i really need to look at the whole situation from an outside perspective. a more mature one perhaps. because, from what i can tell, both sides are pretty immature. (mine and taylor's).
anyway, i'm in panera in the back room and it's freezing. i have a scarf around me like a blanket. there were these two old men sitting near me before and this one guy was like "the oscars are on television tonight. maybe we'll win!" and i thought that was really cute. the othe guy had that problem where he shook uncontrollably and it made me really sad.
i also bought this book about how to "break through the blocks and win your inner creative battles." also a book on "practical career advice for women who think outside of the cube." some others too. i read this one on the quarterlife crisis too but it kind of sucked.
anyway, i'm in panera in the back room and it's freezing. i have a scarf around me like a blanket. there were these two old men sitting near me before and this one guy was like "the oscars are on television tonight. maybe we'll win!" and i thought that was really cute. the othe guy had that problem where he shook uncontrollably and it made me really sad.
i also bought this book about how to "break through the blocks and win your inner creative battles." also a book on "practical career advice for women who think outside of the cube." some others too. i read this one on the quarterlife crisis too but it kind of sucked.