New Year Hibernation Announcement
I got my headshots done today. There's 3 I think I can use at least for the time being. I'm looking forward to getting back to auditions again, getting back to working on stuff all the time.
I feel good. I feel a renewed sense of something. I feel I'd like some time to myself to ponder it.
I might, in the next couple of weeks (after I take Megan out for her birthday, and have one more coffee with Gavin) take some time off from my social life. Please don't take offense, I love my friends, but most are used to only seeing me once every couple of months and I think those that see me more often will understand. I feel a great need to buckle down and get a lot of work done. To hide away and rediscover who Erin wants to be this year. And the world will turn without me and I will be the better for it. And if I make a concrete decision to stay away from facebooktwitterlivejournalcoffeehousesandsometexts, I feel that the way I plan my days would be a lot different and the guilt I feel for taking time away from one to spend with the other wouldn't be so ...I don't know...guilt-ridden. And it would also mean that by now, my house would be tidy and I would be practicing piano, instead of writing this post :)
I might even come out of it with an album.
I feel good. I feel a renewed sense of something. I feel I'd like some time to myself to ponder it.
I might, in the next couple of weeks (after I take Megan out for her birthday, and have one more coffee with Gavin) take some time off from my social life. Please don't take offense, I love my friends, but most are used to only seeing me once every couple of months and I think those that see me more often will understand. I feel a great need to buckle down and get a lot of work done. To hide away and rediscover who Erin wants to be this year. And the world will turn without me and I will be the better for it. And if I make a concrete decision to stay away from facebooktwitterlivejournalcoffeehousesandsometexts, I feel that the way I plan my days would be a lot different and the guilt I feel for taking time away from one to spend with the other wouldn't be so ...I don't know...guilt-ridden. And it would also mean that by now, my house would be tidy and I would be practicing piano, instead of writing this post :)
I might even come out of it with an album.