Mild Anxiety
I am smoothing over details that have been forgotten in the throes of business.
This video is becoming impractical..which would be fine if we had unlimited money to spare. I can't tell if I'm sick because of no sleep, or because of sudden money stress or film stress or what. My body is not loving me.
In a way, I'm feeling proud of myself. I do believe that one can kill with kindness, as long as it's sincere, time and time again. So I put out a few fires just now.
I am nervous about not finishing the music video...ever. I am nervous about how much plane tickets are for Ontario, and how I really want Jason to go and wish he'd go without me, and I don't know how we're going to swing it. I'm borrowing money and I hate borrowing money.
I have no sense of a schedule. I eat and sleep what and whenever, have skipped meals often the last few days because I simply didn't give myself enough time or wasn't hungry enough.
I hope this shoot goes well. I may have to take over to get things done.
This video is becoming impractical..which would be fine if we had unlimited money to spare. I can't tell if I'm sick because of no sleep, or because of sudden money stress or film stress or what. My body is not loving me.
In a way, I'm feeling proud of myself. I do believe that one can kill with kindness, as long as it's sincere, time and time again. So I put out a few fires just now.
I am nervous about not finishing the music video...ever. I am nervous about how much plane tickets are for Ontario, and how I really want Jason to go and wish he'd go without me, and I don't know how we're going to swing it. I'm borrowing money and I hate borrowing money.
I have no sense of a schedule. I eat and sleep what and whenever, have skipped meals often the last few days because I simply didn't give myself enough time or wasn't hungry enough.
I hope this shoot goes well. I may have to take over to get things done.