Sep 09, 2004 09:06
I feel like screaming! Why is it that when I'm starting to get things all figured out and I'm feeling good again that people have to start judging me? It makes me feel worthless and sometimes I really think that is the intent to make me feel that way. Once again, I'm not sure what I did but it is going to be all my fault. I don't know why things can't just go peacefully, why it always have to be some sort of drama. I almost want people to just leave me alone so I can have some peace. Except for the people who genuinely care about me that I miss very much. I don't want it to be this way, but what else can I do? I have no idea, if I knew I would be trying it.
Off to do homework so I can relieve some stress tonight.