man, i say but a lot
Today was so beautiful outside! Hardly any clouds & the perfect temperature. I got up early and went to the fairgrounds with Nathan so he could take care of the sheep. I met some extended family who were all very nice. After that, we headed to the zoo and White River Gardens. It was really awesome, cuz I haven't been there in forever. It's a lot cooler when you're little but I still had lots of fun! The seahorses were awesome. Oh yeah, and I decided I want to get married at White River Gardens! So pretty. I figured out how to use my camera enough to get some really cool pics. Now I just need the new computer. Hopefully this week, but I doubt it. Today is 8 months though! My longest and best relationship! But now I feel yucky. I don't want to go to college. Why am I going to school if I'm not sure what I want to do? What a waste. And I don't want to leave him. I know it's only an hour away, but with me not having a car and his parents, I don't know how it's really gonna work. I realize that I'm the one who said not to worry about it until it happened, but there's not much time left. As of now, I can see him every day. I'm sure it won't be that bad, but now I'm spoiled. A girl at work said your first year goes fast, although I'm not so sure now...