May 19, 2004 21:49
I'm talking to Tom, I've never talked to him online before, cool. Today was very good. I was in a really good mood, I think it was because of Oprah. It was about cute couples who were trying to win the one million dollar wedding, which I wouldn't personally want, but I loved their stories! I'm like aww they're in love how cute. For some reason that made me happy. Then I took a shower so I felt all clean and yummy. Gave Cait and Mal my graduation stuff so I hope they come for a little while! Ugh, I don't mean to not know what I want. But I feel good about it, because I know this is really how I want to be so why should I just ignore it? Then I'm just kidding myself which is worse than fooling others. I'm glad David happened to be there though, because I think he was the best person to understand. Sometimes I feel so weird, because in my group of friends I feel so different. But then I can't really talk to the people who are exactly like me because of my mistakes that I don't want them to know about. So sometimes it feels like there's no one who could really know what I'm talking about. Aight, need to finish the announcements and go to bed. Bye:)