Feb 17, 2011 04:18
ok so i dought any body reads this now so perfict time to let it all out a?
i love disney! i always have all i have ever wanted is to go there! all my friends ask me to plane trips to go to vegas but i want to go to disney! in my life every one has broken there disny promises to me and its hardining my sole!
when i was little my dad always promised to take me and never did (like every other promis he ever made me). when i was old enough to think rashunuly my dad sad you can go to disney next year or when your 16 you can have a car i sad ok car i had no ideah that he had no intenshuns of eather ever! and i never got eather! im 25 and have seen nothing of eather!
my grand parents always sad they would take me. then after my grandma died my grandpa made an offer i couldnt aford i had to take a month off of work minum! if i had gon it would have ended up 3 months and no job and hearing my family fight and ruen it for me! i had bills and couldnt be gone that long they really didnt want me there any way........ what ever
i had pland out and started saving to go to meet a friend that was working there but she didnt give me any of the info id need so that fell throw.
then i was saving pricing seting budgets, and had all bet booked the room and flight to go with chanel when she changed her mind.....
and for the worst EVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i was dating a boy and he was in the navy he was going to come home and he had asked me to go to californa with him to get his stuff and i had agred and we disided to go to disney while we were there and we had pland this big practicl joke in vegas i had pland the trip priced and figered out every thing for californa i had a sampl leter for the show we wanted to see there and i know how much a 1 way ticket would coust and the days in disney and the rooms in disney and had estomated the rest, bought a sute case had a cuple things packed had a list made of every thing you would need. then things got wierd and right befor we were to go he broke up with me.........
i feel like i will never get to disney! it seems like this beaytiful dream that im deston to never have........ maybe one day if im lucky! every time i see the comershles with the kids that get to go i cry! like really cry!